The experience stimulate me onto the internal extrapolation of an ideal world. Asking questions and working for your own benefit in conducting a better life. From a workaholic who works hard almost every day. It even leads to asking questions as to why our people have to work Monday to Friday. If there are fewer people working, who will be hurt. Sometimes we may have to ask more questions about the time we have or the life we want. Looking at the world of being a master of our own on the set discipline, and foresee what it will lead to.
Sometime it might makes people realize it and access to a more genuine self. What do we really need in order to live , or we want to do something more than following or live blindfully after others. It’s another myth that may sound absurd. From the point of view that society looks at us, we just think back into ourselves. We’ll notice so much we can go into the depths of the mind. The more we’re in a third-world society, where it’s not designed to accommodate awakening.
Music festival is modern temple. Everyone gathers together and shares ideas. The joy of the soul is shared. That is where the drive of wanting to own a music festival happens.
It's an intriguing state to practise and meditate in. It ultimately resulted in ordination. He initially believed that his ordaining would last no longer than three months, much like a simulation. However, it was during the COVID period at the time, he stayed for longer than a year. After then returned to assist business at home after internal battle.
I was able to feel the various conditions for a betterment after I returned. However, I felt very distinct energy. I experienced frighten energy fluctuated around me with guard and I was shocked by it. I was ordained at forest monastery during the COVID period therefor, there weren’t any worry about getting COVID. I'm afraid that if I approach someone, they will be afraid of me. I could feel the fear permeating the society around me. Thus, it begs the question, Why does our world have to be this way? There is a sense that society is under pressure now that we have arrived at this point.
Many events were cancelled as a result of the COVID’s impact, which saddened me. I considered creating a small project to make space for people to listen to music. Meanwhile, when I travelled to Chiang Mai, many people thought it was the impossible project, but I was also a music fan. Then I got to talk to the artists at Addict Art Studio, as well as the many aspects of the environment that made the event possible. I participated and implemented my plan into part of the local event with Addict Art Studio.
I'm a big believer in the energy of music, which can heal or lift the anxiety of stress away from us. Even if it's for a while, it is like a resting place for our hearts that gives us strength and encouragement to move forwards in that belief, so I want people to experience it for themselves. In organising one of the community events at the time, I combined healing music with mindfulness activities such as meditation or dance therapy to persuade people to come to know more peace for a while. This is still good because when we experience peace or the process of creating peace of mind, even if we go back to chaos in life again, at least he would know what paths there were that would lead him to a time of peace. Which is better than someone who continues to force themselves without a break and eventually leads to the destruction of feelings. The results came out quite positive. Together with working with new people. That's where I started planning my festival.
I'm a man with a lot of ideas, ideas in my head, but the point is having the courage to put the idea into action. It prompted me to go for a walk for some reason. In practise, it caused me to consider the value of time and make decisions in a variety of ways. In a nutshell, it concluded that if I hadn't done it now, I wouldn't have done it at all. Because the country were in the dark age and state of chaos on many things. It made me realise that if I hadn't done this now, it would not have happened.
In retrospect, it was the turning point moment in my music festival career. Because of the environment and other factors, it is the polar opposite of what to do during the COVID epidemic, such as parties or socialising. But, on the other hand, it strengthens the vision of how the festival will be organised. Because I have no experience working in the field of music or organising activities, plus the idea that if you don't do it at that time, you can postpone it until the COVID has subsided. I would never going to make it if we decide to make music festival after COVID. And Because I used to work at a bank before shifting my job to a game company, which seemed inconsistent at the time in the sense that it made me reconsider the value of time.
In another way, people around me thought I was insane to proceed and goes forward as planned. I didn't want to prove myself or anything at the time. In my opinion I just felt like I wanted people to get together to listen to or play music. And it has nothing to do with money. But it's about creating a space that encourages self-reflection and interaction after the ongoing impact of COVID, which has impacted many people's jobs and lifestyles during that time. It's like opening a channel for people to express themselves and disconnect from the negative energy that surrounds us. It may relieve the deep stress of many of those attending the event.
I make one inductive thinking. The festival will be a space where people can relax and release positive energy to each other in society. When I had just fought, I had time and thought that if I got distracted with other tasks like before, I would definitely not be able to make the festival happen with all the pretexts that come with bondage. It's even more important to remind yourself that if you don't do it now, you won't do it later.
It adds value, which motivates us to act quickly. Of course, everyone around me was taken aback. Because everyone expects me to do it by the end of the year. But I insisted on doing it at the time. which occurs in February There are only three weeks to prepare or process it. In addition, there is the challenge of finding an appropriate location. I had only ideas at the time, but I didn't know anyone in the music industry in Chiang Mai. It's nothing because I've been ordained for over a year, and everything was rushed. I had to leave the house every day to meet new people.
In all of the stories I’ve met people who helped me carry out projects, and those people have never have experienced working in the field of music. Then it made me believe the fun of the universe that it’s like we’re in the game of life, there’s quest we have to go through it. And when we get through it, we’ve got the reward back to faith. If I’m talking about my true understanding of the word “faith,” I came to understand it deeply when I did the first music festival. In terms of that if death came in front of me, then I’d still stick to the beliefs I believed.
I’m convinced that the real value comes from the decision and consistency through commitment in doing it. Everyone thinks that the work could fail in many ways. Even though some skilled people came to help, the process of making it was very difficult at the time, and everyone didn’t have the experience of doing it, but ultimately it happened because some people came in to help at the right time. And finally it turned out to be The Great Gathering for the first time. It really built my faith. Even in selling tickets one week before the event, there were about 100 people including team and staff.
Faith is born when we commit ourselves to something and then believe to do it for the benefit of the whole. When we want to do something good, it happens positively with the reluctance and the factors around us at that time. It brings us to the point of seeing the possibility of further development in the future with the commitment of good sentiment. In the end, we value it ourselves.
It’s as if the possibility are to be hidden. In the sense that if you don’t walk into it, you won’t have a way out of it. Even thinking, we can think differently if we do not take ourselves into that environment by ourselves. You won’t find a problem to solve in action, in other words, you won’t have a way to think about or to finish it if you don’t do it. I didn’t say preparation doesn’t matter, but I look back at the art of making decisions and implementing them as a science that leads us into discontinuity and balance in making decisions to find a way out of the conflict. In some ways, we might think it’s luck or coincidence that arises along the way, which leads to tenet in various ways until we reach success.